I had the strangest dream last night.

  • Or maybe it was a nightmare.. : -p
  • it was my grandpa's birthday and i found a card that explained i was an atheist and how it could be okay...
  • but after i gave it to him he welled up with tears and everyone started lecturing me. it was terrible everyone started crying not angrily but truly in a very devastated way. It was like i had ruined everything for the rest of his life. I broke his heart, and i didn't mean to i just wanted to let him know who i am and why i am that way...
  • sometimes i wonder if it's worth hurting the people you love.
  • that anxious feeling still lingers. : P